Kevin,my heart is heavy for you and your family. If you need to vent, talk, cry while someone listens of just someone on the other end pick up the phone. 5.5yrs ago my Dad ended his battle by taking his own life while in hospice care. My sisters were upstairs as was I. At least he told me beforehand ....... I've been in your place, my eyes water remembering that morning. I'm sorry you are in the place you are. Be there for your family, it will help. Nothing like the hug of a child. FYI.

Kev, I'm doing service calls off sagamore beach Thursday. You are welcome to join me. I will be working but, you can look for bugs/shoot fishies while I work. Its tough owning a seasonal business in this economy AND making time for play and being a divorced/single Dad. Offer stands, best I can do for now. Have to make the $ while I can and still be a sponsor for Hannah Grace, WMVY, beach clean ups etc. Cheers, Teddy O